"Her normally rosy cheeks are dull and sallow, I’ve watched as the sparkle in her eyes slowly fades away.  I’m a monster for involving her in this mess, for doing this to her.  If I don’t have the strength to leave for Edward, or for myself –I pray I can find it within myself to leave for her, my dearest Ally.”  
-ch18

"Her normally rosy cheeks are dull and sallow, I’ve watched as the sparkle in her eyes slowly fades away.  I’m a monster for involving her in this mess, for doing this to her.  If I don’t have the strength to leave for Edward, or for myself –I pray I can find it within myself to leave for her, my dearest Ally.” 

-ch18